Season 2 Ep. 9 Captured

Licoln Burrows and his son LJ were captured just now. It's too sudden and easy for me to accept it.
HE IS THE MAN WHO START THE STORY!!
But captured... I don't know. but, the writer want everybody die? and then he can transfer his concept of the terrorism of the US government? That's unfair to our audience... We don't want hope been killed.
What i can do now is waiting for a miracle, another one...
I need encouragement. i do need that.
uncredible, eyes are wet.
It's really hard days for me.
finally, tears fall.
and my heart feels better.
show me success. please.

Prison Break

Season 1 has been watched by yesterday night. exactly, wee hours today.
I was amazed by both of the content and the plan of the main role, especially the story's realistic, it's so true.
And it's in the nature of things that i connect the story with my nowadays situation.
Just like Scofield, no, I'm not that genius or great. maybe like some roles of the prison break team. maybe Franklin, for his wife and child, maybe Sucre, that spanish guy, for his girlfriend. In the teleplay, they joined the death team just because they can't lose their love. They're conscientious.
Now where am i? the answer is just the fox river, the prison. if i don't plan to break it, my sentence is the whole lifetime. similar to the death.
Let me go on my plan, break it. Regardless of the failure, the pressure, anything else. If i don't fight, the failure is 100%.
Pray to the god.

Weakness

Topics are reducing.
between she and me.
But nothing can be done cos we are far distance away...
the most words we are talking now is "I love u" or "miss you so much"
seems to be so powerless...
I asked her: why do you love me so? what kind of points do you find on me?
She said that i am not oily, i love her so much and i get along with her by my heart, i am smart and so on. but she also said, she feels that i am too conservative.
Yes of course i know that. i keeped the situation for more than a year. the hope cannot been seen. i feel sad and sorry.
This is my major weakness.
From my childhood, i am just like this. scary, unconfident, don't posses the courage like a man. i was teased when i was in primary school. i often drop a brick. Even now, till now...
I always feel that i am stupid and slowness. and this made me being conservative.
I am eager to change but don't know how.
i noticed that a friend of me said on QQ: find your weakness and make them as your excellence. do it now.
yeah, i think i will need a lifetime to achieve this.

My private space

Few people know me here
and I want somewhere as my private space
which my feeling and thought was in.
So, it's my private space.
Let me begin.

还是不舍原先的Msn Space

还是怀念，毕竟是用了两年的东西了。
现在的超大字体实在令人不爽，也许比较符合美国人霸道粗大的个性。
Baidu, Live space, Google blogger, Sina, 163, sohu, 最近又听说Myspace也要进军中国了
让人不知道该怎么选择了。
看到Alu移师过来，我也配合配合～