Prison Break

Season 1 has been watched by yesterday night. exactly, wee hours today.
I was amazed by both of the content and the plan of the main role, especially the story's realistic, it's so true.
And it's in the nature of things that i connect the story with my nowadays situation.
Just like Scofield, no, I'm not that genius or great. maybe like some roles of the prison break team. maybe Franklin, for his wife and child, maybe Sucre, that spanish guy, for his girlfriend. In the teleplay, they joined the death team just because they can't lose their love. They're conscientious.
Now where am i? the answer is just the fox river, the prison. if i don't plan to break it, my sentence is the whole lifetime. similar to the death.
Let me go on my plan, break it. Regardless of the failure, the pressure, anything else. If i don't fight, the failure is 100%.
Pray to the god.

Weakness

Topics are reducing.
between she and me.
But nothing can be done cos we are far distance away...
the most words we are talking now is "I love u" or "miss you so much"
seems to be so powerless...
I asked her: why do you love me so? what kind of points do you find on me?
She said that i am not oily, i love her so much and i get along with her by my heart, i am smart and so on. but she also said, she feels that i am too conservative.
Yes of course i know that. i keeped the situation for more than a year. the hope cannot been seen. i feel sad and sorry.
This is my major weakness.
From my childhood, i am just like this. scary, unconfident, don't posses the courage like a man. i was teased when i was in primary school. i often drop a brick. Even now, till now...
I always feel that i am stupid and slowness. and this made me being conservative.
I am eager to change but don't know how.
i noticed that a friend of me said on QQ: find your weakness and make them as your excellence. do it now.
yeah, i think i will need a lifetime to achieve this.

My private space

Few people know me here
and I want somewhere as my private space
which my feeling and thought was in.
So, it's my private space.
Let me begin.